Nu Waters

I declared, “My waters are holy, never do I step into a body of water that isn’t. My presence creates the energy of Divinity within any waters I submerged myself.”

These are the words I began saying to myself in 2018 when my physical body was at its weakest point. Before then, I never consciously used the element for the healing powers they posses. Spiritual Alchemy wasn’t something I knowingly “studied”. However at this time I realized everything I’d been studying for almost 2 decades, was indeed Spiritual Alchemy. I’d just never intentionally used it.

I would lay in my bed for hours in meditation between the worlds of life & “afterlife”. I knew I wasn’t ready to leave this realm; but in order to stay, I’d been given “conditions”. Those conditions were given to me while submerged in bath water, crying in pain to the Ancestors asking them “Why me?”. I was told that I “didn’t care for my life”, and that I’d “been given tools to help heal my people”, and if I wasn’t going to “fulfill my Souls Purpose, I could join them, and do the work on the other side”.

I was literally living from peace to pain. During meditation (I did daily 8-10 hours a day), I was at peace, my highest thought, a silenced mind, focusing on breath and life; when I wasn’t mediating, I was in pain or highly uncomfortable 80-90% of the time.

The water became my escape during the pain. It was the only place of comfort, although the porcelain hurt the bones protruding from my backside. After my encounter with the Ancestors I realized the water was also a gateway for me to communicate with them. I would enter the waters, calm my body, and begin to listen. The listening wasn’t the hard part, it was the obedience I had to attain.

Now fast forward to 2020. I step into the Holy Water at least 3 times a week. I no longer have to make my declaration, because of the relationship I have molded with the water. It knows my Divinity, I know its magic & portals. The Ancestors send me to the water for the most important downloads. Kadidra doesn’t exist there, there Nekhbet receives the information to protect the existence of her people. And she emerges from the Holy Water, the Waters of Nu.